Ugh... girls. So confusing! The past few days have been crazy and wouldnt you know it.. Its all due to two women. One whom is a friend, the other who i have romantic feelings for.. who seems to not see me that way. Hah. It sucks.

Its weird for me to try and date, as i've always been in long relationships, and never really "dated" much. Its always been serious, year long relationships. So now, just having got out of a two year relationship, and WANTING to find the right girl by actually looking instead of jumping into the first thing i find.. Is different. Its good for me, but i'm not used to it. And i'm definitely not good with the pick up lines.

Its 2am and i JUST woke up and i'm super tired.. So i'll probably post a more coherent blog later.